How can any one individual be so absolutely and completely loathsome? How can I have the audacity to even breathe given my absolute hideousness?
I am a twisted, vile, appalling, grotesque and despicable example of the very worst that humanity has to offer this whole sorry universe. I have done so many preposterously terrible things in my life, yet I continue to surprise myself with just how far my mind will allow itself to be debased.
I live an easy life, yet I reward those that make that possible with nothing but bile and misery.
I suck. I am a monster. I am invidious and repugnant and abominable beyond measure and description.